Cindy Heen is the Founder and Artistic Director of Emergence Dance based in Orlando Florida. Having sketched Emergence Dance rehearsals in the past, I knew that Awaken at this year’s Orlando International Fringe show could be an emotional roller coaster. Ed Anthony, one of DEM Guys, had given me a fountain pen to experiment with to do this sketch. The line work was fluid, and I was having a blast catching the dancers gestures while being inspired by the story line and choreography.
Awaken had a circus act announcer with a top hat and formal attire. She performed her spoken word introductions with verve and aplomb. The dances followed the stages of grief. It is a story that has weaved it way through my life and every creative soul’s life. Early dance routines expressed loss and pain and over time that dark chaos was replaced with healing and acceptance.
The line sketch I was working on felt lively and fluid. I loved the fountain pen I was playing with. Then I started adding watercolor to the page. I placed a few flesh-colored splashed o the page. The lines exploded and every wash I put on the page turned dark black. I realized eventually that the ink in the fountain pen I had borrowed was not waterproof. If I were to put a large watercolor wash on the whole page every line would bleed turning the whole sketch black. The darkness of grief was winning the battle to dominate the sketch. Delicate details I had sketched were being washed away. I had to work hard to keep light and hope in the sketch. Working in the dark theater I was not sure what the final result would be.
The dancer who was overcome with grief was helped on her journey to recovery by other dancers who refused to let her waste away. It is a story of hope and being able to rise from the ashes. Eventually her fractured and distorted movements became fluid and joyfully graceful. Pain turned to sharing and pleasure.
As I was sketching, I was afraid that I would lose every line I had put down on the page, but then I accepted the chaos and started to enjoy the uncertainty. There was so much more beauty than darkness but fate insisted that darkness should dominate the sketch.
This captivating show had 5 performances at this year’s Orlando International Fringe Festival.